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Letter to the Inner CriticDear Inner Critic,
you are an ass. No really, and I am not being impossible by using such a language. It is the truth.
You see, I can never do it right for you. Whenever I accomplish something, it is taken for granted. If I don't accomplish something you paint me as lazy, dumb, useless and god knows what else.
You say it is perfectly normal to do what I just did. For a lot of people it certainly is. But you also know, and I know that because the vulture that is you constantly lingers in the backside of my brain, that it is not normal for me.
I postponed it as long I could, because I was afraid.
My whole bode shook when I opened that website to read the information.
I was feeling sick when I filled that scrap of paper out.
I gasped for breath when I re-read it thrice because I feared something could be wrong and not work out.
I gulped heavily when I finally threw it into that box.
So don't come up and tell me I didn't accomplish much today.
I slayed a dragon toda
HerzensspielDu hast Dich dutzendmal entschuldigt
und mir trotzdem nichts gesagt
Du hast mir tausendmal vergeben
und mich trotzdem angeklagt
Sag mal, machst Du das mit Absicht
denkt man nach, bevor man jemandem
die Seele rausseziert.
Nein ich will nicht mit Dir spielen
denn es schmerzt mich, dieses Spiel
ich will gerne mit Dir gehen
aber frag mich was ich will.
Angedroht und angedeutet
und ich hänge in der Luft
sag genießt Du Angst und Panik
die ich habe, wenn man ruft
oder bist Du wirklich selber
so in Deine Welt verstrickt
dass Du nur verstehst dass Du bekommst
was Du willst, wenn man erschrickt.
Nein ich will mich nicht erklären
denn Du hörst mir doch nicht zu
nein ich will Dich nicht verlieren
Doch am Schluss entscheidest Du.
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